Worlds apart

Feeling so miserable, words cannot describe
Having so much anger, just wanting to express
Wanting so badly not to feel this way
Is this just a mood that I'll soon detest..

It goes on and on, like it's never going to end
When feeling so down, feeling good seems so far
It could be impossible to get that feeling back
That feeling of reaching for your lucky star..

Why is the difference so unbelievably big
Between feeling so good and feeling so bad
What was the reason for inventing such doom
Can a someone benefit from feeling so sad..

It's a head wrecker; the moods being up and down
Exhausting because they are worlds from each other
But on a time scale so close, almost face to face
Each mood always trying to fight being smothered..

How can the human body be capable of such things
It's scary the thought that we aren't always in control
Such a powerful force that everything can seem uncertain
What else can we do other than act out the appointed role..