A constant frown

Why am I such a bitch?
Why am I so unhappy?
Why do I not care?
Why do I feel so shitty?

Is this now my life?
Is this what's meant to be?
Is there a way out?
Is there still a happy me?

I'm lost and cannot see
I'm not knowing who I am
I'm not knowing where I'm going
I'm not seeing what I can

When will it be over?
When will this let me go?
When can I start living?
When and how will I know?

I hate what Anna has done
I hate feeling so down
I hate everyday I wake up
I hate my constant frown

All I want is my life
All I want is my health
All I want is out there for me
But I have to fix it myself..