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I'm unrecognisable and don't know why I feel such bitterness
I cannot find the person I think I am or thought I was
Not knowing myself, after thinking for so long that I do
Feeling such resent, towards world and most of all me
How could I be so mean to everyone, this surely cannot be me
Feeling a rush of love followed by an intense feeling of hate
How can they change so often and so drastically
I don't want to act this way but I cannot stop my thoughts
They are there and taking over and wanting to be let out
I want to care but sometimes I just can't, which triggers more hate..