Sick to my stomach

Trying so hard to ignore the way I feel.
So sickly and full, it feels so wrong.
How could I do this, make me feel this way?
When will the feeling of hunger come along?

Will that feeling ever be mine again?
The one I love and therefore try to prolong.
It's hunger I want, need and thrive upon
But for days now it seems be have gone.

I long for it, so badly I can't describe
The emptiness and pain, to me it should belong
Has it gone forever, should I have said goodbye?
Is there anything else I do to make me feel strong?

I'm trying to ignore it and wish it away
A full feeling in my stomach, it's been so long
I could vomit at the thought, and of the amount
It just seems so unnatural and therefore so wrong.