Friday, September 19, 2008

Reality-Check on a regular basis

Reality suddenly hits home
Smack, bang, it's right there
Skinny wrists, bony hips
No denying, it feels like the pits

Constantly needing a reminder
Or else it will all go wrong
Needing food, not wanting to eat
Still not realizing, my bones need meat

It wasn't a big deal
My life is well and good
So many hours, each and everyday
Constantly chewing, and all will be okay

Surely I'm all better
I'm right back on track
So often this thought will arise
But darkness will be the only prize

I'm aware of the truth
My life isn't as it should be
So I'm doing whats right but feels so wrong
Trusting that one day I will somehow "belong"

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