A feeling of...

A feeling of hunger, Third day in a row
A feeling of guilt, It's rising isn't slow
A feeling of control, It's starting to fade
A feeling of fear, For me it's made
A feeling of loss, The voice will soften
A feeling of stress, so much and so often
A feeling of weakness, With each and every bite
A feeling of disgust, But still winning this fight
A feeling of victory, Doesn't feel as it should
A feeling of hate, And still tall is how I stood
A feeling of disbelief, That it's a battle I'll win
A feeling of sadness, Because I'll never be thin
A feeling of rage, That this will never end
A feeling of strength, As I remind myself that my life isn't pretend...